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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

February 16, 2008

at night,when i was walking on the streets.the first time there was absolutely noone on the street. only the continuous broken up pace of flying rain and wind. as in someone sobbing and couldn't breathe.gently soaking into my skin,painfully.GOd's cry.either way,it hatched the eggs of my skin,spirit coming out,broken heart crawling out to breathe in the entire sky. singing

was i not a ghost?a broken heart wandering on these empty streets blurry lights lonely trees

like a ghost,you can't remember that you lived.don't have any scene of what you've gone through in life..

keep on wandering


for God. to be happy. would it require sacrifice.

would our sacrifice hurt him or make him happy now?
isn't it a New Age?

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edit.

thank you God.

i feel  your love.

for the sake of salvation, my sacrifice is necessary.

 

i live to let you shine<3


Monday, June 05, 2006

Friday, August 26,2005

so then..i miss sweating and being soaked by the rain and sweat and sweat rolling down your eyes makes you seem like crying,the hot sweaty air surrounded by squishy humongous crowd,the bathhouse which is everyone's heaven.and etc.blahblah blAH.every single person that you could think of or not think of was blessed.met diane after 9 years.just like last summer meeting jinmee.& yoshiko onni &yoshi head & nanhwa onni and gop sis bros && allll those people  like especially at the 3 days grace,everyone was there wowee.i came back'home' and my parents didn't know about the 3 days special grace,not ne1 here.like china is right next to korea and the world knew about it.sad.sry derr/.. i cried too much in cheongpyeong,sorry judilee you always had to comfort me.so many people rocked.but i always forgot.this time in cheongpyeong i didn't forget too much chinese cuz there were taiwanese people in my group~!!but me chinese.all the strangers thought  i was jap,so i just listening them say all that stuff but everytime i had to say nihongo wakalunai.i never knew to say what language to people cuz they're like from anywhere on the world and most of them don't speak the language the people of their skin color speaks.

ya there were crazy lot seonghwa students from korea and japan.and they were.....sdadsauh uh very UNiQuE.the girls wear weird style clothes minipants n never wear white,most pick their eyebrows or brush their hair etc.in ansu and the boys do eyelashes and have green hair.eejjhh. i saw all the hugest bugs in mylife in cheongpyeong,i am satisfied.frogs everywhere.the bugs like to stop on your tshirt or your umbrella or on your nose and in the bathroom sink;and the beeees!!!!hah speechless.oooh n i got spider bite.it was hard`huge`madhot(temperature)`itchy`painful,which people called'massive''swallen',wutever that means.they put medicine for me(thanx)but didn't work,until few days later sonia brang me to the hospital and paid for me....she's so nice<3

anddd!!there was puppy in cheongpyeong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!A-MAZING.. .one day i got up early at  morning to breakfast,then at the stairways to cafeteria a lil puppy(ofcourse cute)surrounded by the korean seonghwa brothers.yesss that was like finding paradise.the time i found joy ahaha```uhh so asked them who's is it then they said molla so i carried it then found other seonghwa students to ask them to bring the puppy to their staff office(i didn't know where it was)...man even tho i wanted to keep it mwuaHaha..~~~~ -_-

and events??youthcenter concert[instead of everland],birthday party,cheong-a camp n hyungjinnim's speech n special 3 days grace workshop:omG:there were 7 workshops going on at the same time,n sports festival,and my ears got thicker and fatter sumhow;and yay one morning i suddenly heard this super familliar music,punk rock princess!!!!it was like so weird hearing that in cheongpyeong.but that was some weird vision of punk rock princess,the singing part.i miss climbing the mountain..at lunch time...within 20 minutes..eating w/barely chewing..hurrying for all the chanyang practices.sweat.sunshine.fresh air. ooooo0h and one day it was crazy thunder night.thunder almost hit windows.all the electricities went out so we had an ansu in the darkness.i had to yell for translating(no mike).actually when we started ansu the lights went on again

and what.back here alone.i don't feel like i changed too much but i thought i would.i'm still ugly as hello


Thursday, December 01, 2005

 how>?maybe if you keep dreaming for when the beauty comes to reality....but how can you live when your heart finds the comfort in ahead,fly,but all the spacey air under you,what about in now


Friday, July 15, 2005

today we went to peace cup.true father's team lost but it was still worth it and also worth losing voice haha.and saw all those sungjong sisters that used to live in our dorm man it was so good to see them again yay they were happy too.newayz it's 11:30 pm we just came back.going to cheongpyeong 40 days tomorrow afternoon.i want to make this 40 days better than last summer,omg like i skipped 4 ansus n did all that stuff..sigh i'll do better fuuhufhufhhhhhhhhh

edut  well yesterday came to hospital to use computer but the bros used it long time so wasted myy exercise up to here nah it's okay oya so i'm on this before morning ansu i didn't have 500won n i asked so many people for changes but no1 did but the oppa beside me is so awesomeeee he just GaVe me the obaek!!i'm working harder than last year(not making friends`get close to God,.today's the 10th day wow seems like 10 months yah it get fast later ..so far the things that happened birthday party baths medical exam(ah blood)/most of all ssweaaaating.i'll write allllLL the things at the 40th day  :],more than one thousand 40days particapents are here.everyones here.most people are blessed and looks like heaven.happt birthday hyejin(25th)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehe she got so many foo0ds

we went to youth center the day before yesterday and yesterday for heungjinnim's speech but we felt left out cuz it was mostly for the stf people/soogin left yesterday.if there wasn't ansu then we could stay with her for atleast a while and talk more spend more time andddd ya



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